14th floor

Numb. I can’t feel a thing… I couldn’t feel a thing. Lights or shadows had the same damn meaning. Not that it really mattered, but I was broken inside and barely stitched. I got myself locked behind my ribcage. I don’t really know how it happened. It just did. What are you saying? Yes, I am ok. Of course I am. Stop asking questions! Can’t you see I’m smiling? Exactly the way you want me to do so. Will you stop driving me insane already? Please? My life was passing me by so fast, and I was scared I would never catch it, so I wrapped it inside a green colored bottle and threw it into the sea. Would it be any good to deny it? I started taunting life and playing with death. I’m sorry, I was just trying to have fun… God, what are you saying? I was just walking on the ledge! Because, I wanted to know how it felt like…

Something changed. I don’t have a fucking idea of how it happened. It just did. Oh! So now you want to know? I’ll tell you what happened: I saw him.  

Strong green eyes, broken deep inside. The kind of eyes that make you want to stay and at the same time, run away. Now we’re trapped in the 14^th floor. I can’t reach out to him, and I know he won’t reach out to me. That’s what’s happening. We won’t reach out even if we’re trapped in the same fucking floor. We just won’t.